"I do miss them." He rubs his forehead against Lorne's a little, craving contact of any kind. "It's just . . . so many people have already died. If anything happened to them I'd never forgive myself. Maybe it's nonsense and I'm just being paranoid . . . but it seems like Torchwood doesn't leave anyone untouched." He pulls away to smile wryly. "It's terrible of me, but sometimes I'm relieved you're so far away. If my old boss had known about Atlantis she'd've had her hands on it any way she could."