[Private to Near] I'm not sure I trust my feelings right now.
And I've been sitting here, staring at that sentence and wondering when that became my default.
You at least have love to excuse it, and you have more certainty of it than the rest of us. Matt married you. It doesn't get much more solid than that.
(Yes, I'm a hopeless romantic at heart. I know. I think that's one of the reasons why being alone hurts so much right now.)
[ooc: *snuggles Near* What a sweetheart. Ianto likes him a lot, too.
Ianto's pretty strong most of the time, it's quite amazing. (Some people call it poor characterization but to be honest? I've never known anyone to be absolutely paralyzed by grief in real life. You either move on or give up, and most people don't give up.)]
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I'm not sure I trust my feelings right now.
And I've been sitting here, staring at that sentence and wondering when that became my default.
You at least have love to excuse it, and you have more certainty of it than the rest of us. Matt married you. It doesn't get much more solid than that.
(Yes, I'm a hopeless romantic at heart. I know. I think that's one of the reasons why being alone hurts so much right now.)
[ooc: *snuggles Near* What a sweetheart. Ianto likes him a lot, too.
Ianto's pretty strong most of the time, it's quite amazing. (Some people call it poor characterization but to be honest? I've never known anyone to be absolutely paralyzed by grief in real life. You either move on or give up, and most people don't give up.)]