[Private to Near] I don't know how to explain it, exactly. Everything I feel for him is in conflict.
Talking to him . . . if it's about anything but us, it's easy. And I suspect he'd rather not talk. If I had the nerve, I don't think words would be involved at all.
[ooc: I like seeing him lose control: it's good to know that he can. So I haven't been too worried about letting him freak out now and again here: he does feel things and he feels them very strongly, but most of the time he's got them hidden under those suits.
I don't have high hopes for a happy ending for Jack and Ianto, but we'll see. Seven more months to wait . . .]
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I don't know how to explain it, exactly. Everything I feel for him is in conflict.
Talking to him . . . if it's about anything but us, it's easy. And I suspect he'd rather not talk. If I had the nerve, I don't think words would be involved at all.
[ooc: I like seeing him lose control: it's good to know that he can. So I haven't been too worried about letting him freak out now and again here: he does feel things and he feels them very strongly, but most of the time he's got them hidden under those suits.
I don't have high hopes for a happy ending for Jack and Ianto, but we'll see. Seven more months to wait . . .]