ext_80505 ([identity profile] hisdarklady.livejournal.com) wrote in [personal profile] likesthecoat 2007-07-04 05:26 am (UTC)

[Private to Ianto]
... yes I do know what you're talking about. Perhaps a bit too well.

I can give the advice, but I can't take it. Like I said, I have no authority on the matter as I'm hardly in a position to speak myself.

Well, as far as the overly emotional goes. It started with my sister, she is almost as bad of a workaholic as I am. Not really making time for much else. She recently met someone she said, they've been dating and things have been going well. And I congratulated her on that.

My mother, god bless her heart, has been taken to the hospital. Nothing serious, but stil, I can't help feeling if I had been back home she would have been able to just call me and I could have helped her before she had to be hospitalized.

Recently, the Doctor took me to... I don't even remember the name of the planet. But they were holding a ceremony while we were there. I suppose it's similar to a marriage ceremony, perhaps a bit more than that (this race doesn't believe in divorce, but their marriages haven't quite become tainted yet). It was perhaps a bit flowery, but... the participants... what you said just now and above about being with someone? You could see that with them.

And most recently... I've told you of how I felt about the Doctor. I've... come to terms with that. I don't perhaps like the place I have come to, but in the end, I made peace with the situation and am working on moving on. It's difficult, when you are constantly reminded that you are not his previous companion and will never quite live up to her. It's sort of the self-esteem cherry on the sundae.

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