I know he feels something. He's always going on about how amazing and sexy he finds me, and I know he's not just saying that as flattery. I just thought--hell, I don't know what I thought. There have been so many times when I've wanted to say "I love you, and I love this and this and this about you", and I haven't because I didn't know how he'd take it.
And now I know. And I did not think I'd feel like I'd said something wrong afterwards.
Jack says I'm not using him and I'm sure he doesn't think that I am. But every time it's 2 a.m. and I phone him because I'm lonely or frustrated . . . I mean, he shouldn't be my booty call, should he? Even if I do feel better afterwards. (And I usually do. At least I've yet to feel worse.)
Thank you for the offer, but I don't think I want any visitors for a bit. I think I need some time alone.
Maybe over the weekend? We could go out for dinner Saturday night.
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And now I know. And I did not think I'd feel like I'd said something wrong afterwards.
Jack says I'm not using him and I'm sure he doesn't think that I am. But every time it's 2 a.m. and I phone him because I'm lonely or frustrated . . . I mean, he shouldn't be my booty call, should he? Even if I do feel better afterwards. (And I usually do. At least I've yet to feel worse.)
Thank you for the offer, but I don't think I want any visitors for a bit. I think I need some time alone.
Maybe over the weekend? We could go out for dinner Saturday night.