i know you said you didn't want to 'talk' about it, and i'll shut up if you want me to, but none of this sounds one-sided to me.
there IS such a thing as taking someone by surprise with a love confession, you know. i've had it done to me, and my reaction was pretty much the same as lorne's, maybe even worse. doesn't mean the feelings aren't reciprocated, not by a MILE.
i know your mind wants to go over every angle of this situation, and pick it apart and try to figure out if you missed any nuances of the conversation, or maybe you want to look back over everything and pinpoint exactly what you did wrong, but you'll only drive yourself crazy like that. just sayin'
and i don't have a clue what you've told jack about any of this, but if your feelings for lorne are this strong, i doubt if you've been hiding it all that well. for whatever reason jack's still around, he probably has a decent inkling of what he's gotten himself into. don't beat yourself up with guilt over that, TOO.
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there IS such a thing as taking someone by surprise with a love confession, you know. i've had it done to me, and my reaction was pretty much the same as lorne's, maybe even worse. doesn't mean the feelings aren't reciprocated, not by a MILE.
i know your mind wants to go over every angle of this situation, and pick it apart and try to figure out if you missed any nuances of the conversation, or maybe you want to look back over everything and pinpoint exactly what you did wrong, but you'll only drive yourself crazy like that. just sayin'
and i don't have a clue what you've told jack about any of this, but if your feelings for lorne are this strong, i doubt if you've been hiding it all that well. for whatever reason jack's still around, he probably has a decent inkling of what he's gotten himself into. don't beat yourself up with guilt over that, TOO.