Yes, from being with Jack. From having someone in your life that you can touch on a regular basis. From having sex. From feeling free. ...I'm not Lorne, and I don't claim to speak for him. But if I were him... most of these things, these my-lover-quit-them-for-me things... they make you feel both bad and good. It's affirmation of their love, and that's always wonderful, but at the same time, you have to ask yourself if being with you is holding them back, if there are things they're missing out on, if your presence in their life enriches their life or diminishes it. That's... normal. I think. I worry about it with Matt, if I'm... good for him, if being with me is good for him. But it's just because I love him, because I want what's best for him, I want him to be happy. I'm sure that's all it is with Lorne.
You haven't done anything wrong, and I don't think he doubts you. He's probably just insecure, it's his issue, and nothing you did. I bet he would (or will, when things are less tense between you) tell you that himself, too.
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Yes, from being with Jack. From having someone in your life that you can touch on a regular basis. From having sex. From feeling free. ...I'm not Lorne, and I don't claim to speak for him. But if I were him... most of these things, these my-lover-quit-them-for-me things... they make you feel both bad and good. It's affirmation of their love, and that's always wonderful, but at the same time, you have to ask yourself if being with you is holding them back, if there are things they're missing out on, if your presence in their life enriches their life or diminishes it. That's... normal. I think. I worry about it with Matt, if I'm... good for him, if being with me is good for him. But it's just because I love him, because I want what's best for him, I want him to be happy. I'm sure that's all it is with Lorne.
You haven't done anything wrong, and I don't think he doubts you. He's probably just insecure, it's his issue, and nothing you did. I bet he would (or will, when things are less tense between you) tell you that himself, too.