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[likesthecoat]

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Lorne asked me if I feel trapped.

What the hell? Seriously, what the hell?

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[legofortress.livejournal.com]

I know. I wish there was something I could do. Or you could do. Or... anyone, really.

That's his choice to make, the same as it was your choice to end the sexual aspect of your relationship with Jack for Lorne. I understand your concerns completely, but at the end of the day, you have to trust him to know what's best for himself, and try to be as good for him as you can be. Sometimes it doesn't feel like enough, but he deserves to make his own decisions, and the other is really all you can do.

Good. I'm sure once he's feeling better, he'll see that himself. Once you start feeling morose and thinking negatively, it's easy to stay in that frame of mind, and it can take a little while to pull yourself out of it. But going on this mission will probably clear his mind a bit, and I'm sure once he gets back, he'll be feeling better and will understand that you were reaching out to him --even when you were hurt-- because you care so much.

[morethanteaboy.livejournal.com]

Last night I couldn't stop thinking about people I know who owe us favors, or owe me favors, or have connections--anybody I could think of that might conceivably know about the Atlantis project and could get me there. i even thought, Fuck, I'll ask Martha to ask the Doctor to come get me.

But leaving now . . . I can't. I just can't.

I hope it clears his head. Maybe it'll clear mine, too.

[legofortress.livejournal.com]

...Why can't you leave?

I don't know if more distance will help you both, but it might. I hope so, too.

[morethanteaboy.livejournal.com]

Because I'm not ready. Because I'm afraid of space travel. Because they need me. Because I need them. I just . . . can't.

[legofortress.livejournal.com]

Of course, I understand that, and you've said this before. But... do you think this is going to change? And if it is, do you have any idea about... when?

[morethanteaboy.livejournal.com]

No, I don't think it's going to change anytime soon.