[Private to Sanzo] With Jack it's . . . well, let me put it like this. He was there when Lisa died. And the things we said to each other that night are still between us, and I don't know how to move past them, not really.
Jack and I have always been attracted to each other--though I often think Jack is to attracted to anything with a pulse, so I try not to put too much stock in it on a personal level--and I sometimes think if we'd just slept together in the beginning there wouldn't be so much baggage now, the employer/employee issues and the friendship issues--because I do like him, and I think I would even if I weren't attracted to him--and all the everything else.
Like I said. Messy. I'm probably overanalysing it but I can't help myself.
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With Jack it's . . . well, let me put it like this. He was there when Lisa died. And the things we said to each other that night are still between us, and I don't know how to move past them, not really.
Jack and I have always been attracted to each other--though I often think Jack is to attracted to anything with a pulse, so I try not to put too much stock in it on a personal level--and I sometimes think if we'd just slept together in the beginning there wouldn't be so much baggage now, the employer/employee issues and the friendship issues--because I do like him, and I think I would even if I weren't attracted to him--and all the everything else.
Like I said. Messy. I'm probably overanalysing it but I can't help myself.