[Private to Near] Yes, I'm still conflicted. It's not easy, this. If I could just be certain that he wanted me as much as I want him--that it's not a game, that he means it, that I'm not just imagining the affection I see from him sometimes--then I wouldn't be.
I don't know how it would be like. I know how I'd like it to be.
[ooc: They're going to do the entire season without any breaks.
Right: he leaves with the Doctor. I don't know how much time is supposed to pass for Torchwood before he comes back, but somebody found a Missing poster on the official site a while back, so I suspect several months.]
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Yes, I'm still conflicted. It's not easy, this. If I could just be certain that he wanted me as much as I want him--that it's not a game, that he means it, that I'm not just imagining the affection I see from him sometimes--then I wouldn't be.
I don't know how it would be like. I know how I'd like it to be.
[ooc: They're going to do the entire season without any breaks.
Right: he leaves with the Doctor. I don't know how much time is supposed to pass for Torchwood before he comes back, but somebody found a Missing poster on the official site a while back, so I suspect several months.]