[Private to Near] If it weren't too far to walk and I were sober enough to drive, I would anyway. The only times I'm brave enough to touch him is when I'm drunk. I held his hand once. Told him poetry. I don't know why I didn't kiss him: it was a perfect moment.
I wouldn't say I loved him, anyway. It wouldn't be true. You don't have to love someone to want them.
I was hoping for life affirmation, really. Everybody gets laid after funerals, don't they? I've been waiting a long time. Unfortunately it wasn't affirming, it was just . . . meaningless. Stupid. A stupid thing to want and a stupid thing to do.
[ooc: Neither am I. The only part of a Torchwood game I'd want is "Jack and Ianto kiss: CHUG."]
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If it weren't too far to walk and I were sober enough to drive, I would anyway. The only times I'm brave enough to touch him is when I'm drunk. I held his hand once. Told him poetry. I don't know why I didn't kiss him: it was a perfect moment.
I wouldn't say I loved him, anyway. It wouldn't be true. You don't have to love someone to want them.
I was hoping for life affirmation, really. Everybody gets laid after funerals, don't they? I've been waiting a long time. Unfortunately it wasn't affirming, it was just . . . meaningless. Stupid. A stupid thing to want and a stupid thing to do.
[ooc: Neither am I. The only part of a Torchwood game I'd want is "Jack and Ianto kiss: CHUG."]