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likesthecoat) wrote2007-09-27 04:12 pm
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my dream home
Via Shep.
[ooc: Library sex in the comments.]
Philanthropic Coder's Mansion
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[ooc: Library sex in the comments.]
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Yes, I know. I'm adorable.
I don't think I'd probably actually be able to stay in bed that long either. A couple days is okay, but pretty soon you've got all that pent up energy, and you can't fuck it all out.
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You are indeed.
That's why we went jogging, if you recall . . .
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So are you, babe.
I do recall. I also recall what went on after the jogging.
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Thank you, sweetheart.
Mmm. That was a good day.
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They were all good days.
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They were.
I miss you.
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I miss you too, darling.
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*curls up and lays my head on your chest*
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*wraps my arms around you and rests my cheek on top of your head*
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Have I sent you this song? Wake Up (http://www.box.net/shared/b61be06cb1) by Coheed and Cambria. It feels . . . relevant today.
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You hadn't. It's beautiful.
God, Ianto, I love you.
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I love you too, sweetheart. I'm glad you like it.
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Is it getting easier for you?
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Is what getting easier? Living without you?
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Yeah.
I feel like...I don't know...like we should be used to this.
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Missing you has gone from a sharp pain to a dull ache, but it still hurts.
Is that what you mean?
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I'm not sure what I mean. I guess that's it.
My brain keeps telling me that everything gets easier with time. And I can't decide if I want this to or not.
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I'm not sure what you're trying to tell me, Lorne.
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Okay, that was a really awkward way of saying it, I guess.
Part of me wants this to be easier, because, god, it fucking hurts to be so far away. And part of me doesn't want it to be easier because, I don't know...I'm afraid of not feeling this, maybe? As long as it hurts, it's real.
I'm not making any sense here. I'm sorry, babe.
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No, it makes sense.
Sometimes I think if it stops hurting it's time for either another visit or we need to talk about the state of our relationship.
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That's kind of sad, isn't it? That if we're not hurting there's something wrong.
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If we don't miss each other, there's something wrong.
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That's a much better way to say it.
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It's a thought I've had more than once.
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I suppose it would be a good thing to tell yourself. I'll have to try that.
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