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[Filtered to friends]

Edit: Sam, everything I say here still stands. I'm glad to see you're all right.

That first night Sam visited me we went to one of my favorite pubs, where the staff loved him for trying to speak Welsh (emphasis on trying) and any number of girls tried to chat him up, and we both drank too much and he giggled at me quite a bit.

(There was also some indiscriminate kissing. On my part.)

He was a big, silly, clever, brilliant man and it hurts to think of never speaking to him again. Edit: Thank God that's no longer an issue.

I miss Lorne so much my body aches.

I'm taking the train to Swansea later, to fetch my car from my parents and spend the weekend with somebody who'll coddle me. It's hard to say who's more disappointed right now, them or me. They thought I was finally moving on from losing Lisa; I thought I was starting a new life. I think I have moved on, but not in a way I can really explain to them.

At least I'll be seeing Martha later. Perhaps Jack as well.

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I miss you too, babe.

[Private to Ianto]

Ianto, buddy... I don't know what to say.

When I go for real, I hope you get tapped to eulogize. Hope that day's a long way off, though. And... sorry if I stole your thunder by not being dead. It was an accident, really.

(Wait. Were you indiscriminately kissing me? God, I must have been so wasted. You'd think I would remember something like that...)

Seriously, thank you for this. That weekend feels like it was forever ago, but it sounds like you remember it every bit as fondly as I do. Although I regret to inform you that my Welsh has not improved. It... What you said really means a lot.

I hope your time away helps you get your head on straight, and that being with friends will help you work a few things out.

I know you don't want me to say I'm sorry for what you're going through, but I will say that I think it sucks, and that they're making a huge mistake. They'd be lucky to have you working for them in any capacity, and more importantly, you and Lorne deserve a little fucking happiness.

And that's way more than I intended to say in the first place. I hope I get to talk to you again soon, man.

[ooc: want me to throw up a log? its technically evening for me, so I wasn't sure when would be good for you...]