[Private to Near] I don't love Jack, though. I like him. I want him. But that's not love and I doubt it ever will be. He has too many secrets for there to be that much trust.
As long as I've been here--which, I admit, has only been 18 months or so--he hasn't dated anyone, period. Which is not to say I know what he does after we've all left for the night. I have my assumptions, but it's not the kind of thing I ask for more details about.
If I could work out what I want . . . no, I know what I want. I just don't know how to get it.
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I don't love Jack, though. I like him. I want him. But that's not love and I doubt it ever will be. He has too many secrets for there to be that much trust.
As long as I've been here--which, I admit, has only been 18 months or so--he hasn't dated anyone, period. Which is not to say I know what he does after we've all left for the night. I have my assumptions, but it's not the kind of thing I ask for more details about.
If I could work out what I want . . . no, I know what I want. I just don't know how to get it.