[private entry]

[Private Entry]

If he didn't smile that way only for me, I could stop.

If he didn't touch my hair, I could stop.

If he hadn't made me that sock puppet, I could stop.

If he didn't breathe differently when I lay a hand on his back, I could stop.

If I didn't think of him first when I need comfort, I could stop.

If it weren't . . . fuck. If it weren't fun, I could stop.

er. yes.

( I can't think of a thing to add )

Near, this is your fault.