(no subject)

[Filtered to Jack and Lorne]

Just so you're aware of the state of things, I'm not going to be a godfather after all.


[Filtered to Lorne]

Martha may be coming to stay with me for a bit.


[Private Entry]

Times like these I realize how much I miss Lorne's . . . physicality. Not his body as such, though Lord knows I do, but just being able to experience him.

Though I suppose I'm lucky that if I want someone to talk to and help me feel better, I'm hardly starved for choice.

witness my hypocrisy

[Private Entry]

Which is worse, being afraid he will be upset with me leaving or afraid he'll just say, "Goodbye, have a nice life"?